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Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006
12:02 am
YES!
"Hell yea!" *pulls out a big funky NES "arcade stick"*

...

"MY HEART!!!!" *grabs a pile of Dreamcast and Playstation 1 games*

omfg..

I can't even tell you how happy I am.

About everything.

Things aren't perfect but my state of mind is.

I really don't think anyone has any idea, truly, all the things I've been through.. but there is peace knowing that I am true of heart and nothing can take that away from me, not even myself.

In other Kellie worldly news, I am divorcing my television. I forgot to mention it but I'm also divorcing this livejournal. Read up folks cuz its all getting deleted. There's a lot of things I don't need in life when I see a clear path.

Damn it, now you people are all going to leave wierd comments without understanding. I'll continue to blog... {TO BE CONTINUED}

kthxbye
Thursday, March 16th, 2006
4:26 pm
Bleh
Yea, bleh. Too much going on.

I'm packing up my bags and taking off to Hollywood this weekend to audition for a tv show. Chances are I won't make it, but of course I won't if I don't try. I could go and wonderful things could happen. I could go and nothing could happen. If I don't go, I'll never know and I'll always wonder.

Passion. My life is full of passion. Electricity looking for outlets to plug in my creativity.

Amanda went to an interview yesterday and found a quote for me.. "You're only given a little spark of madness. You mustn't lose it."

I keep thinking I'm going to lose that thing inside me. In fact I'm about ready to throw it away. I don't know who I'd be without my creativity. That's kind of scary and relieving at the same time.

What I'm missing most is a special someone to pour my passion into. The guy I'm still crushing over probably doesn't care that I exist. But hey, better than finding out two years later that your special someone never cared if you exist. Whatever whatever. It's just hard seeing everyone around me getting married, having kids.. I can't even find someone to enjoy time with. I'm really grateful for Amanda and my other friends who are there for me. There's so much more to life than love, but I'm truly beginning to miss it. There are so many wonderful people out there.. they all seem to have someone already. Where is my match..?

~*~

What do you guys think of this top?



~*~

Note About FANIME COSPLAY ~ Hi guys! Sorry if I haven't been talking/responding on our cosplay lately. To be honest, I DONT CARE UNTIL APRIL. Why? Not cuz I'm mean or anything; because I'm crazy busy till then. Lovely, you need to get online during my work hours tho por favor. Ongaku ga dashitai desu yo!

Current Mood: contemplative
Sunday, March 5th, 2006
7:16 am
You scored as Batman, the Dark Knight. As the Dark Knight of Gotham, Batman is a vigilante who deals out his own brand of justice to the criminals and corrupt of the city. He follows his own code and is often misunderstood. He has few friends or allies, but finds comfort in his cause.

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Batman, the Dark Knight

88%

Captain Jack Sparrow

83%

The Amazing Spider-Man

79%

Neo, the "One"

79%

James Bond, Agent 007

79%

El Zorro

75%

Lara Croft

67%

William Wallace

67%

The Terminator

58%

Indiana Jones

54%

Maximus

29%

Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0
created with QuizFarm.com

And why am I not surprised I belong in the world of Batman. I'm watching it now for christ sakes.
But I now now I have tendency to be a Pirate (Jack Sparrow) and wear bright spandex (Spiderman).
Too bad there weren't more girls. I should do a villianess one. oO OoO OO O

Current Mood: amused
7:00 am
Hooowww RUDE!
Yes, to quote Stephanie Tanner.. HOOOWWwww RUDE!

Not to be stuck up or anything, but I can't believe no one helped. I was sitting with my pile of stuff all day yesterday. One friend did one small carload which automatically makes him a god. Other than that, nothing. A waste of the non-raining day. I've been moving for 6 days now and I was hoping to be arranging shit and relaxing today so I have something to wear for work tomorrow. I also need to move Precious and Muffle-goblin. It's getting empty here and they want to go with their things. <3

:( I'm totally stuck. I'm almost done too. I'm about to start carrying shit on the bus.

The few people that helped can expect a nice dinner cooked at my new place. Then we can go feed the ducks and go home to kill Zombies. Those Zombies gotta die. Well it's Sunday so I guess they're in church.

COOOOOOL! CUT SCENE! (You have 24 hours to clear this place out, or impending doom shall occur!)

Fuckers.

Current Mood: blah
Saturday, March 4th, 2006
9:02 am
Sending Out an SOS
S-O S-O SOS!

Anyone that's in the area.. I NEED HELP MOVING! It's just a few things left, but I have no automobilia. Today should be the last day.

THANK YOU to the few of you who helped out so far. You know who you are and I appreciate it a LOT!!!!!

We need to blow the heads off Zombies after this shit.

Current Mood: busy
Monday, February 27th, 2006
5:58 pm
Rain
*RAIN*
Holy shit wtf it's raining. Not just raining. Pouring.

*MOVING*
It's because I'm moving isn't it.. I had to cancel on a few helpers. :( Everything would just get ruined.

*WORK*
Work is fun and interesting. Working with the insane portion of the public is what makes my job great.

*SWEET HOSITA* I saw Hosanna and Dave at the store today. :D Hosey, you looked super great hot today, you know that? I also got your V-Day card when I got home. Thank you! Dave, I saw you on some net clip on youtube.com. It was pretty funny: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jPFcmX-Kl9A&search=fanime%20cosplay

The busy season is about to begin!!!

I need to make an extra costume for an event that just came up or pick my best game costume. Any suggestions?

Current Mood: awake
Sunday, February 26th, 2006
8:48 am
:)
The Car Show was really fun.

If you want to see more pix, go to my photobucket. If you don't know where that is or what the password is, you suck! Just ask me.


All of a sudden, while I wasn't looking, Livejournal gave me 3 more icons. I was so amaized at first, I didn't know what to pick. Now they're all filled up. My livejournal has been pretty neglected. I've been pretty neglected in general but that's what happens when you get really busy.

You can also watch the Capcom press event coverage here: http://www.gametrailers.com/gamepage.php?id=1807 . It's pretty exciting for game fans or if you just want to laugh at me. ^_~

I'm supposed to be moving today. Can you tell by the way I'm sitting here gabbing in LJ?!?

Gotta go. Love + Miss you all. Sorry it's been hard to keep in touch without a phone, but overall it's better. Peaceful! Although I miss my ringtone haha.

Oh yea, and if anyone remembers my dear friend Amanda, she has been living with me. :) <3 She's great!

~Ja mata!~

Current Mood: crazy busy
Sunday, February 19th, 2006
10:17 am
Sorry, No LJ Picture Cuts..
..cuz I'm livin' large.

Wow.

Vegas.....

Wow.

I got back from Vegas. I want to move there.

This was my hotel room, which was totally too big for just me

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When I first got there I was amaized and instantly started opening everything, jumping on beds, and taking pictures. Needless to say I was a few minutes late meeting the guys downstairs. They weren't surprised.

I was so amaized at everything. The shops also had tons of fashion and designer shops. I couldn't believe it at all. That town is so me. Costumes and beautiful themes everywhere. I stayed at the Venetian so there were tons of Venetian Masks and Gandolas and such.

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Everything was so big, beautiful, and fun. Originally Zac and I were supposed to go together. But it is truly his loss. I can see that place being very romantic. My suite had robes for two, slippers for two, two beds, two tvs, separate shower and bath, more than I could possibly use myself. I can also see why so many people get married there. Las Vegas is not just a tacky place. I was living it up. Big meals, business, big suites, smoking, drinking, dancing, strippers, gambling, shopping.. Wow.

Life never stops there. I love it. Here is my night view. The Mirage water show lights up across the street but I didn't catch it in this pic.



Before I'd gone there, I'd never been to Las Vegas, never gambled, never gone to strip club. Now I have. I won a little gambling, but lost all I won plus a little. So I didn't do bad. I was entertained at least. But if you know you're going to lose, I've found it very entertaining to pay beautiful women for entertainment. I won't go into great detail, but I had a wonderful time. I can't believe no one would take me to a strip club before. We all had a great time.

I met some cool people from the industry while I was down there. One notably because I have a crush on him *^__^* He was so cute and I loved his accent. I have some cute stories to tell of how we met, but I guess what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas. No one wants to hear about me dancing and rubbing boobs with and getting spanked by gorgeous women, right!? I got his card so we could chat, and hopefully it could turn to something a little more, but I'm not having any big hopes. I'm probably nothing fabulous to him and we live far apart. But oh what a crush.

Ok. Sorry again for the pictures, but I wanted to show everyone. I had a fabulous time.

Current Mood: tired
Sunday, February 12th, 2006
11:04 am
Thursday, February 9th, 2006
12:30 am
Better Late Than Never
Omfg it's late. I should be sleeping. Here is my much needed update to assort my brain.

***MOVING***
I'm moving soon and I need to start packing more. I got a lot done last weekend, but there's plenty left to do. Where to? Not far. If you know me well enough, you know where to.

***VEGAS***
Next week I also attend CES in Las Vegas for work. I need a kittysitter for my kitties. They're so wonderful. <3

It'll be my first time in Vegas and they're putting me up somewhere nice. I'm so grateful. I want to take pictures of all the cool hotels.

***EMO***
What else. Oh yea. I had a date with Zac today.. in court. He looked horrible and got fat. The saddest thing was the observation of his family relationship. They just sat and stared at the wall, looking miserable and not speaking to eachother. I can understand now the pattern and behaviour of which he was formed. Control, living lies, and emotional detachment. I remember the hug his mother once gave me after we had a good talk; she lightly tapped my shoulders. What a life.. to not know a sweet embrace. It's no wonder he can't express himself.

I still feel bad for him even though I offered him the world and he just lied, cheated?, and screwed me over. Things could have been so great, but we both needed to work on ourselves. I would have gotten him out of his parents' house, tried to get him motovated about school, and I think it would have even been cool to work out together since he wanted to lose weight and I supported that. Ever since I was a kid I wanted to be a wrestler. :D I even started cooking better meals and portioning less at his request. But this is what he wants and that's fine. I deserve better.

Who am I convincing anyway? I know in my heart my life is everchanging. Like a flower in bloom I fear the day my petals will begin to fall, unknowing that I am still in bloom. I've also grown to see that with all I've been through, I can face anything.

***FIX SHIT WTF***
I got to check out my new place again today and it's super cool <3<3<3 My friend there is really cool too. We stayed out till late. I totally lost track of time. I fixed his PC. I think he doubted me, but hell I even amaize myself. He thought it was a problem with his RAM. He put in new RAM and it wouldn't boot. I put in the old RAM and it wouldn't boot. Inspected for problems and found that the CPU fan was unresponsive, so I reconnected the pin settings to the motherboard. It didn't boot the first time but he said it's always a piece of shit. Second time, it booted. WIN! Now he can have whatever ram he wants. I'm happy I could do something useful with my random skills.

***I GOT SKILLZ***
So wtf do I do? Skateboard, Ice Skate, Draw, Sew, Belly Dance, Dance, Sing, Game, Cook, Makeup/Hair, WoW, Build/Fix PC. Although the quality of each can be questionable. ;)

***OMFG IM TIRED AND I LIKE TO MAKE ASTERIX WITH BIG CAPITAL HEADLINES***

***OH YEA, COSPLAY***
Cherry Blossom Parade project is underway. Going beautifully. Fanime project must unite. Who's name are we using anyway? We were gonna use mine last time. Might as well since I'll be sacrificing like a full month of my life to this project. We need Purelovely's measurements again. If I don't get em, I'm just going to guestimate an average size and that won't be very pretty, so just do it! I will be videotaping the routine for PL to learn as soon as I get access to a cam-corder. I also need to find the right remix for the song again. The one I have is fine for now though. ;) All the other shit........ can wait. My brain buffer is full.

***YOU AUGHTTA BE IN THE PICTURES***
I need to take pictures. Badly. "KEVIN!" (like Home Alone) I have one picture of each of my two newest costumes, Eevee - Pokemon & Ada Wong - RE4. Plus I have some really cute stuff. After Halloween I got some cute costumes for $5 each. A "sexy" nun (haha), a blue playboy bunny, 3 different maids, a black/red nurse, etc. Plus I have some cute everyday outfits. Work it! Cover girl! These will all go up on the new site I am building. My pictures need a home.

***VIDEO***
I need a camcorder damnit. I knew I should get a digital camcorder instead of camera. I'd like to start taping cons, my cats, and funny videos to contribute to the internet of insanity. There's so many people interested in film-making around here too. Let's do it damn it.

***EBAY***
Sold a couple things. I'm hella lazy. This sucks.

***SPRING***
It feels like spring this week doesn't it!? I had my windows open to the air and it's not just the warmth, but a feeling. Spring is coming. It's already here.

***CAR***
Still have to take driving lessons unless someone has an automatic and a lot of patience. I just don't have time to schedule a driving appointment because I've been so busy. ;__; Everything is in line for next month though. I will have my car and license by April. Fuck yea. It's about damn time. I can't wait to feel more comfortable with the roads. I'd really like to drive back into the mountains. I miss it and I'm happy it will be something I can do for myself.

***GAMES***
I haven't played WoW in 3 weeks. Told you I'm not an addict. I got Hello Kitty Roller Rescue!!!!!!! OMFG I can't wait to run Hello Kitty into walls and collect crap! XD You can unlock items like magic wands. I see a lot of wasted time in my near future. Also, if anyone has a Dead or Alive Beach Volleyball not in use, I would love to borrow/buy it off of you. <3 I miss it so.

***KITTY DISCIPLINE***
So yelling doesn't work anymore. I thought for a long time about an air cannon/bazooka toy. I didn't want to blow money on it if it didn't work, but someone at work gave me one. I've used it once.. now all I have to do is look at it or move toward it and they run. They know they're being bad. They just don't care. Unless there is an immediate threat to their fun. Precious decided to eat and shred a petticoat. Of course, yelling does nothing now. So I touched the air cannon and she scrambled off to the closet. The door wasn't open enough so she ran up the wall like the Matrix. It was crazy. They're soooo great though. I love them SOOOOO MUCH. I could talk about them forever. They talk a lot and are learning things like flushing the toilet and opening cabinets. They're like little people that mess up the house all day while I'm at work. And I love them. It's cute!

***FIN***
Thanks for reading my crazy long post. I know I forgot a lot and I'd better go while I'm too tired to care. Usually my posts are well thought out or well worded, but whatever. "I didn't have to use my AK. Damn right it was a good day."

Current Mood: tired
Wednesday, February 8th, 2006
4:10 pm
LOL
So I got home last night, opened LJ and was like "Fuck it! I don't feel like talking about it now either."

Nor Now.

I'll write tonight. <3 I promise.

There's too much going on to NOT talk about it..

YAY!

Current Mood: amused
Monday, February 6th, 2006
8:12 pm
By Request: What the Hell is Going On
I guess I lost touch with the world. Not having a phone does that. I was pretty happy actually. But I guess I must make reports from Outer Space.. to report.. ok. Maybe not intelligent life.

You know what.. I started to type.. but I'm tooooooo damn tired. Too much going on. It's great. But I don't have the composure to document it all properly..

I will cover general bullshit (hair/moving/vegas/adventures in babysitting, not associated) and group cosplay plans tomorrow.

~nite~

*salute*

........omg, you know what. space mountain is open again and i still haven't gone. but that's what May is for. and now is what Vegas is for........ (didn't you always hate the person at a slumber party who wouldn't shut the fuck up when everyone's almost asleep. wait. i was that one.)

*giggle*
Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
2:04 pm
Wow, Shit I Forgot and the Emo-Emailer
Life is friggin insane. I had so much to write about that I completely forgot, being overwhelmed by more new shit.

I would like to share with you all, the story called "Emo-Emailer Part 2". It would be a riot if you all could see the crazy emails I get from work, but business is business and I am supposed to keep the stupidity of paying customers confidential. ;)

EMO-EMAILER PART 2

*yes, names have been omitted for privacy. if you are the emo emailer, please don't get all emo on me. i think this is very amusing and hope it doesn't offend you in any way*

AHEM.

EMO-EMAILER PART 2

emo emailer: ... You know for such a crappy week of wanting to emo kill myself, this has been a remarkable day. Not only have I learned several new things today but I also learned something interesting about myself.

me: And what the hell did you discover about yourself now? ;-)

emo emailer: Hrmmm, I don’t know if I should share. Something’s are just down right sacred and can only be shared amongst manly men.

me: Well then don’t say you’ve done something great and not tell what it is. You just wanted to talk about it to make me ask. Hahaha god you’re sooooo emo. And if you haven’t noticed, I’m a dude.

THE END

You're
so
emo

but only in email..?

I leave you with these final thoughts:
http://www.adamandandrew.com/emokid.wmv

Current Mood: busy
Wednesday, January 18th, 2006
3:30 pm
Pretty Spam
Now I've seen a lot of Spam in my time.. In fact hours of my day are dedicated to Spam. One morning, within a 5 min. period of time, I was cleaning spam out of my work email. Then my cell phone rings and tells me about a mortgage on a house I don't even have. Then my work line rings to tell me I could win a vacation for 4 to Florida's Disney World. Alright already, AHHH!

Another day I even got Spam on the bus. Some kids were talking to me about my skateboard. Then all of a sudden they say "Would you like to refinance your home?" (wtf.. like I look like I have a house.. I'm riding the bus and look like a gothed out punk rock chick). The one teen says "We're telemarketers," and the other smacks him and tells him not to say that they're telemarketers. "We're finance consultants." LMAO

So today I got this spam:

聖バレンタインの日

'゜☆。.:*:・'゜★ *:。.:*:・'゜☆。.:*:・'゜★ h2
。.:*:・'゜。.:*:・'゜。.:*:・'゜。.:*:・'゜。.:*:
。.:*:・'゜☆バレンタイン・デー作戦☆*:・'゜。.:*:
。.:*:・'゜。.:*:・'゜。.:*:・'゜。.:*:・'゜。.:*:
'゜☆。.:*:・'゜★ *:。.:*:・'゜☆。.:*:・'゜★ *:

What a pretty Spam. I didn't have the heart to delete it. Maybe it's all the crazy symbols and the way it displays in my inbox. I dunno. But what a pretty Spam. I'm inpressed.

Current Mood: working
2:39 pm
Tuesday, January 17th, 2006
4:36 pm
Saturday, January 14th, 2006
10:44 pm
Did Stuff Today
It was a good day. :) The theme of the day was "Kellie cannot get what she wants" but I managed well.

Went to the Yoko Ishida concert with a few friends. Saw a few more friends there. It was cool. Cute singer doing para para. And random bystanders trying to para. Then we went to J-Town SF. Nice new friend bought me Crepe! :D So I got something I wanted.

I also got the coolest jacket. <3 It's uh.. gothy.. but im.. uh.. gothy. It's all black, velvet and down past my hips. The big hood and sleeves are trimmed in fur. I loooove double zippers (the kind that adjust from top and bottom). It has a bunch of buckle clasps that look like diablo skulls too. I love bullish stuff. It's so me. I wanted it. Then I realized it was super cheap and had to have it. Wish I'd gotten 2. And it fits!!! They had XS. All my clothes are too big so it's totally unflattering. I look like a house. I pin my pants and skirts and they have lumpy puckers in em. :( I don't want to wear kids clothes though. But that's the point, I bought kids clothes and they're too big. Why don't they make cute midget-micro-people clothes..? I can just sew the hell out of everything I get. Yeeaaahh.. that'll do it.

Does anyone else ever delay things? Life is way too full at the moment. I pushed everything back so far I have 10 things to do tomarrow. I have to visit my family.. which is the saddest thing ever.. because I have to say goodbye to my very first cat ever. He's almost 19.. I've had him since I was 5. If you know me well, you know how important cats are to me. My cat Alex sort of paved the way. Had he not been such a great cat I can honestly say I'd be a different person today. And having just let go my most special 16 year old cat to cancer, this is hard. But now I understand why my two girls came into my life. They're so huge now. I was looking at kitten pictures of them today..

I also have to get my hair cornrowed and take driving lessons which is 6 hours. X( I want to do it all, just so little time. Plus all that Ebay shit's gotta go. Especially since buying junk is so appealing. My latest loves and binges are: Disgaea figures, Nana Manga stuff, Capcom figures always, need new trucks for my skateboard, GIRORO! from Keroro Gunso, Pinky Street, etc.

I also registered for CBF today. So if you're creepy and read my journal and want to register next to me, go for it. I encourage any friends who wishe to cosplay to register ahead of time. It's capped at 100 and is currently at 15/100 as of Jan.14th. The parade is Apr.23rd. Hurry hurry.

Live long and para para!
http://www.youtube.com/w/Velfarre-2000?v=oT6jpdG-wI4&search=para%20para

Current Mood: busy
Thursday, January 5th, 2006
10:42 pm
The Best Part of the Day..
..is when you camp behind a rock and hit your boss with a rocket launcher.

Yea, yea I like my boss and co-workers and all, but the excitement is priceless. I jumped up and down and I cheered. Then I died right after, but who cares!!! It's so amusing. XD Didn't even see it coming. Didn't even see him coming. Doesn't matter. It's Halo!

http://www.youtube.com/w/Talking-Smack-Over-Xbox-Live?v=PjTELNGkX5U&search=halo%20talking


I love people who get into their games. That's why I love lan centers..
http://www.youtube.com/w/Croyt-Anger-Video-%28Halo-2%29?v=sM70Jcvjf5I&search=halo%20croyt
http://www.youtube.com/w/Croyt%27s-Rage-Halo-2?v=fbCz51jyBMo&search=halo%20croyt

In other Kellie worldly news, Youtube.com rocks! I'm going to write an email to Youtube.com and tell them they're everything I've been looking for, and while they're not perfect they still have a lot of great qualities and great potential. Youtube.. will you marry me? haha

Current Mood: happy
Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
1:20 pm
Oh Zac, You Always Knew How to Make Me Laugh
So.. the reason my last boyfriend and I broke up was because he's a compulsive lair and can't stop for anything. It's so bad he believes his own lies. Everything's everybody else's fault, isn't it.

When I confronted him about the lies, he'd explode and abuse me, break my things, push me..

I'm used to the abuse, but I really feel sorry for his mentality. He says I'm a bipolar bitch. So what if I'm depressed sometimes.. that's the real world. I have real issues like bills, keeping up my own place, work, etc.. Of course he can't understand that; doesn't pay his bills, will never be able to live on his own, doesn't care if he loses his job because he's got mommy and daddy to pay for his whole life.. gas, car, school, food, a home, the whole 9 yards. He's a little spoiled boy who can't deal with any of the life he's created. He has school paid for him and doesn't even go.. just lies that he went. He'll be earning his imaginary degree soon.

I used to feel really sorry for him and even wrote his 3 page paper for school once.. then he just dropped the class and stayed home to whack off. I really do feel sorry for him. I saw more in him than he saw in himself. I wanted to see him get through school, publish a game, and get a comedy act. He's so insecure about himself, he needs to pretend he has 500 girlfriends to keep from feeling like a lonely loser. Trust me, he don't need 500 girlfriends when he couldn't even please 1. Looking back, I was so hurt and offended that he was so sex crazed for other girls.. but I look at it clearly now and that shouldn't have offended me at all. He was only sex crazed to prove to himself he had worth.

He told me over and over, hundreds of times that I am beautiful and he wanted to be with me. I believe it now that I see all this clearly. ;) The problem was him and his self esteem issues.. always saying how he's fat and me telling him he isn't. I could have kept playing that role.. boosting his self esteem.. accepting the lies and faults.. letting him control me.. but I see my life going to a new place now. My own self esteem issues left with him.

He made his parents out to be bad, and made me out to be bad with his parents. That's what spoiled brats do though.. say and do whatever it takes to get what they want. His parents have defended him to the point he cannot be wrong, cannot accept fault, and can't do anything on his own. They've ruined that guy. It's sad.. It's sad how he can't just be himself. I wonder if he knows who he really is inside anymore.

So I get served a Restraining Order today (yea I know, lol.. he beat in my doors and abused me and I'm the big bad monster) and under perjury, he signs two conflicting statements proving that he is lying. He may be able to lie to me. He may be able to lie to himself. He may be able to lie to his parents. But lies catch up to you my friend..

Not a smart guy. Never was a smart guy. Smart guys don't abuse their girlfriend, then try to pull one on them. I'm sure his parents put him up to it and he has to play along or he'll have no life. I woulda bought him the world, a car, a place to stay, but he can stay with his parents. They'll love him unconditionally. I have met my conditions. How sad though.. to have to lie to be loved. I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I'm not.

He also misspelled about 25% of everything he wrote in the RO. He might want to try going to school more. Or maybe next time he punches a door being a spoiled brat, maybe his parents can reward him by buying a dictionary? a brain?? a heart???

His friend passed along a message to me.. that I'm a bipolar bitch that needs to go slit my wrists and die lonely. LMAO. The only times I was lonely was when I'd have to wait around for him.

I can't believe I defended him for so long. That's what happens when you love someone. You become stupid, foolish, and willing to protect them even when they hurt you. Like I said before.. you like to think you're the better person for putting up with shit. There's so much taboo in society that if a woman isn't tolerant, she's a bitch.

Well I got news..

I'm not a bitch.. I'm just not your bitch.

I urge anyone, or anyone you may know, in an abusive situation to get out, get help, whatever it takes.. stop living in fear.. I lived in fear for months. Afraid he'd hurt me or take everything all away. I lived months in misery feeling like I was never good enough, never had enough money, and feeling like it was my fault he couldn't show any compassion. I thought things would get better or there'd at least be a better time to get out.. there never is a better time. If someone has hurt you before, then they don't care about your feelings or your well-being.. there's no telling what they will do. They'll hurt you and take everything anyway. It's just a matter of time. There's never a better time than now.

Current Mood: amused
Saturday, November 27th, 2004
11:15 am
CONSUMER ALERT: HOLIDAY 2004 DEMO DISC GLITCH
Dear Capcom Insider

Capcom received the following warning from Sony Computer Entertainment America Inc. today.

CONSUMER ALERT: HOLIDAY 2004 DEMO DISC GLITCH

If you have received a copy of the Holiday 2004 Demo Disc including the playable Viewtiful Joe 2 - please take note.

It has just been brought to our attention that there is a glitch in this demo which will erase all of your saved files from your Memory Card(s). If you have not yet played the Viewtiful Joe 2 demo, please remove your Memory Card(s) from your PlayStation(R) 2 computer entertainment system before you load the Holiday 2004 Demo Disc.

Sony Computer Entertainment America would like to express our sincerest apologies for any inconvenience this may have caused you.


I'm surprised at how uninformed the public is about this issue.. So I wanted to share it with all of you. They also make it seem like it's no big deal, when losing 3-300 hours of progress is a very big deal. One time someone stole my PS2 memory card with a lot of 100% game unlocks on it. I followed their trail to the gamestore they'd sold it at, but it was already gone. The employees there had advertised it and tried to sell it to every customer who walked in and it was gone in less than an hour. I never had the heart to play some of those games again.. ;_; So no big deal, my ass.. and what do you get for this? Sony's sincere apologies. Thanks Sony.. I really appreciated your sincere apologies in selling me a $300 system with a year and a half lifespan.

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